What is wrong with me?

people like them have nothing better to do with theirselves then try to hurt other people. The one specific person we`ve been talking about recently.. it may seem like lots of people like her. but they really dont. the older girls and guys just liker he because shes pushy and demanding and bitchy and forces them into it. the younger ones just like her because they THINK she`s cool and worthy of worshiping. The truth is, i had a cl with her last year. she failed it with a wonderful 20%. yeah, lovely. She would also tell of how shes failing every other cl, and of how shes been hooking up wiht other peoples boyfriends, and getting **** for that. are those things admirable? no. i wouldnt trade my life for hers EVER. she'll be the one going no where in her life, while you and I are doing something we love because we deserve it, and i'll be right there with you, the whole time. because sure, im not denying that I have lots of friends that i can somewhat stand to hang around with, but out of all those poeple not one has EVERRRRRRRR offered me half the friendship that you have. you know that. <333333333 i hate RM. and in your words.. forget the haters.. right ? right :) arent worth a second of your gorgeous time.